I don't want you to get me into this matter again. Stop telling me to feel that way or whatsoever. This feeling keep haunting me and I hope it wont stay longer than this! You know.. Sometimes we fail to appreciate things that we already had coz we trying to look hard on things that never been ours, its really obvious that we can't get what we want. But still, that hope grows stronger than reality. Too bad.. And thats how we make life much more complicated.
It's really awkward now. And I hope you understand me. I'm sorry then.